I wonder if anyone else ever feels like I do. There’s a huge part of me that is not satisfied. I cannot explain the “why”. I know I’m blessed. I’m blessed in so many great ways and yet something feels unfinished. It’s like an uneasy feeling in the pit of my soul. Sometimes I will feel so deeply from that part of me during a song, or a story I hear or read. But usually it’s just there.

When I play my piano and create melodies I feel fulfilled. When I created life x’s 6, I was fulfilled! When I know my life has touched another person’s life in a big way I am fulfilled. When I have quiet ALONE time (which is SO rare in my world) I feel very fulfilled and energized and focused. In my world those moments are so rare. I grab them briefly here and there. I think sometimes that’s the best thing I can do. When I create, whether art, music, styles, writing, or decor.. I am very fulfilled. When I dance I am fulfilled.